Slow Down

I need a moment. I need to neutralize and flush away all the scepticism and hostility in me that's not me. Need to fix the damage. So just.. slow down. There's plenty of time ;)

Somebody that I Used to Know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know :)

Ribbons on The Snow

Soo, got my first cupcakes order with customized decoration. This time it was for my customer (Sofia)'s little sister 17th birthday. A bit scared at first because I never did anything like that before, our cupcakes were always   emphasizing on taste therefore we avoided using too many icing/ornaments cause we were afraid it wouldn't have tasted as delicious. But I told Sofia I'd be willing to try and that it would probably be very simple and easy decoration and she agreed. So thanks dear for making it happen :D So here you go, birthday-theme-decorated red velvet and nutella cupcakes. Apology for the mess!

Soo, definitely need some improvement on decorating cause my sister totally leaves this thing for me :) Got some more decorated cupcakes orders already, wish us luck peeps!

Thermodynamics

"The First Law of Thermodynamics says that energy under normal conditions cannot be created or destroyed, simply transformed from one type of energy to another. Thus a chemical reaction such as lighting a match does not create new energy but only converts one type of energy to another." 

I believe our emotions are each one a kind of energy. It's just every person has their own form to utilize those energy. Love, anger, they're all energy that cannot be created nor destroyed, just transform into one another. Therefore I believe our form of love can be changed, and so is our form of hatred. It's all about management and utilization. You can use your energy in any ways you like, just make sure it's positive!

*Real great time with highschool mates from out of town these last few days. So glad that we've grown so much into our personalities yet not so much that we're still a superb companion to each other!*

Soo... I love you all, in different forms! ;)

Lily and Ted

"There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it is a mistake is to make that mistake and look back and say, "Yup, that was a mistake". So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you'll go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not." -Lily to Ted-

"From that moment I wasn't angry anymore..Kids, you may think your only choices are to swallow your anger or throw it in someone's face, but there's a third option: You can just let it go, and only when you do that is it really gone and you can move forward. And that kids, was the perfect ending to a perfect love story. It just wasn't mine. Mine was still out there, waiting for me." 

-Future Ted to his kids-

Silver Lining

Alhamdulillah, it's only and only because of You, Allah :')
One of the happiest day ever in my life. Thank you for all who were always there supporting me during the ups and downs. It is only the beginning of a new stretch of struggle and fight. But after all, isn't that what life's all about?

Once again thank you :')

Tickle My France

The feeling when I woke up this morning is indescribable! There are rumors and hoaxes but I know for a fact that the thing is being decided this afternoon for finale. No more I can do but pray my best!

Anyway, managed to find a little distraction by coloring my nails since it's also the 1st day of my period. Only after I uploaded the pic to my instagram and being asked what's the color did I found that my fave-colored nail polish which was the softest pink I could find, also had a cute name "Tickle My France" :) Perfection!

Soo happy long weekend, everyone! Cheers!