Thursday, February 25, 2010


On some heavily rainy days,
or any day I am too tired to go out
On alone insomniac nights
or noons when I get home too early

When I'm sick of those facebook, twitter and blackberry
Tired of the busily changing trends and unaffordable items those magazines sell
When I've swallowed the last punctuation mark on my novels

When my brain keeps rejecting those complicated pathogenesis

And when I realize it's far too late to call him

I always have one easy escape :)

Saturday, February 20, 2010


I thank you

Because those times I spend with you are colorful as rainbows :)

Friday, February 19, 2010


One Friday night (19-02-2010) me and dear siblings decided to have one quality time hanging out together after all the busy world with our ownselves.

We left with happy faces. I drove. My sister as the codriver. My brother just got home from school and he was too tired so he just slept all the way.

But it was raining.Heavily i barely could see! Duh.And the rain turned into rainstorm.
And the rainstorm turned into flood. A full-motorbike-tire-high water level on the road.
And in case u don't know, in surabaya FLOOD = TRAFFIC JAM

Yeah rite, we prayed along the way so the machine won't stop, we rode a sedan for God's sake :(
But thanks to the prayer and my driving skill (full gas all the time!!) we arrived at gm safely after 1.5hour drive (oh and my little brother was so nice, he was sleeping all the time, ha!). Then we go walking-walking shopping-shopping (hahahaha like one of my schizophrenic patient said) But that was not the only problem. A bigger problem was waiting. I found out the road wasn't the only one flooded. My car was too :'( It was literally a pool :(

Sooo the next morning me and my dad had a little daddy-daughter time draining those nasty water out of my lady. we had to take the carpets and even the backseat out :(

This is how my Lady look like know, hahaha, i have to keep the doors open so the sun will dry all the damped carpets and seat otherwise it will left nasty smell on my car!!

So dear Mayor, Mr. Bambang, all Surabaya citizens are waiting for your move to fight this classic same old never solved problem :) This is just one simple damage caused by the flood. There are more problems for those car-less citizens out there. For more people the pool is not in their car, but in their house. Sometimes the house is in the "pool". We support you, but we need to see a move. Go go go Sparkling Surabaya, I want to see you as a clean, healthy city, hopefully SOON :)

Thursday, February 18, 2010


I'm an art person, and my biggest inspiration is God.
I always think He is a great artist
Every little thing He creates is an artwork

The sky.I always favorite twilight, with its orange sky.
Imagine how creative God is,
each day, different painting.

He puts His artworks secretly
over more than a million species of flower petals,
each a different one

But most of all, i introduce you, to the greatest masterpiece in existence
b u t t e r f l y
I envy butterflies for their graceful beauty
Beside them the flowers look dull :)

I always think they are living canvases for God's creation :)

Behind every good art there is a philosophy

I always wonder why does God make a creature that astonishingly beautiful
Has to go through a certain period where nobody wants them nor likes them

Why do they live that long as an ugly caterpillar to turn into a pupa
to be reborn as a magical beauty
enjoying them for a few days have some eggs then die?

Well there's a lesson, everyone, that God is trying to teach us
in every single simple things He creates
you HAVE TO work hard to gain your success
to reach your dream

that's it.
it's written.

I'm on the caterpillar stage of my life
school is damn frustrating and it keeps stealing my life away
I have to give up my family time over and over again
and my supposedly fun hedonistic youth

But hell, that is LIFE

I know this will be worth it
I'm gonna turn into a butterfly