Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Slow Down

I need a moment. I need to neutralize and flush away all the scepticism and hostility in me that's not me. Need to fix the damage. So just.. slow down. There's plenty of time ;)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Somebody that I Used to Know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know :)

Friday, May 25, 2012

Ribbons on The Snow

Soo, got my first cupcakes order with customized decoration. This time it was for my customer (Sofia)'s little sister 17th birthday. A bit scared at first because I never did anything like that before, our cupcakes were always   emphasizing on taste therefore we avoided using too many icing/ornaments cause we were afraid it wouldn't have tasted as delicious. But I told Sofia I'd be willing to try and that it would probably be very simple and easy decoration and she agreed. So thanks dear for making it happen :D So here you go, birthday-theme-decorated red velvet and nutella cupcakes. Apology for the mess!

Soo, definitely need some improvement on decorating cause my sister totally leaves this thing for me :) Got some more decorated cupcakes orders already, wish us luck peeps!

Sunday, May 20, 2012


"The First Law of Thermodynamics says that energy under normal conditions cannot be created or destroyed, simply transformed from one type of energy to another. Thus a chemical reaction such as lighting a match does not create new energy but only converts one type of energy to another." 

I believe our emotions are each one a kind of energy. It's just every person has their own form to utilize those energy. Love, anger, they're all energy that cannot be created nor destroyed, just transform into one another. Therefore I believe our form of love can be changed, and so is our form of hatred. It's all about management and utilization. You can use your energy in any ways you like, just make sure it's positive!

*Real great time with highschool mates from out of town these last few days. So glad that we've grown so much into our personalities yet not so much that we're still a superb companion to each other!*

Soo... I love you all, in different forms! ;)

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Lily and Ted

"There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it is a mistake is to make that mistake and look back and say, "Yup, that was a mistake". So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you'll go your whole life not really knowing if something is a mistake or not." -Lily to Ted-

"From that moment I wasn't angry anymore..Kids, you may think your only choices are to swallow your anger or throw it in someone's face, but there's a third option: You can just let it go, and only when you do that is it really gone and you can move forward. And that kids, was the perfect ending to a perfect love story. It just wasn't mine. Mine was still out there, waiting for me." 
-Future Ted to his kids-

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Silver Lining

Alhamdulillah, it's only and only because of You, Allah :')
One of the happiest day ever in my life. Thank you for all who were always there supporting me during the ups and downs. It is only the beginning of a new stretch of struggle and fight. But after all, isn't that what life's all about?

Once again thank you :')

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Tickle My France

The feeling when I woke up this morning is indescribable! There are rumors and hoaxes but I know for a fact that the thing is being decided this afternoon for finale. No more I can do but pray my best!

Anyway, managed to find a little distraction by coloring my nails since it's also the 1st day of my period. Only after I uploaded the pic to my instagram and being asked what's the color did I found that my fave-colored nail polish which was the softest pink I could find, also had a cute name "Tickle My France" :) Perfection!

Soo happy long weekend, everyone! Cheers!

Monday, May 14, 2012

Velvet Love

Yeay.. finally we accept orders! :) Apparently people like the red velvets berry much! Available for order now : red velvet cupcakes, choco lava cakes, nutella cupcakes, chocolate whoopie pie. Contact me or my sister the chef Rizka for details.

And by the way... the announcement is just few days away! I need Your miracle dear God... wish me luck everybody!

Monday, May 7, 2012

Your Choice

I think Allah loves me very very much. I know He gave me hard times but only for my own good. And I really don't waste that much tears because He kept showing me the harsh side of the world within this one month, so that I really felt my problem was soooo tiny! That's so kind of you, Dear Almighty. And my deepest condolence for some relatives' family who just passed.

I was accidentally invited into a charity work for the celebration of international labour's day which was on the 1st of May. We cooperated with Kotak Amal Indonesia, conducted a free medical service (consultation+simple medications) in Gedangan Sidoarjo, in a textile industry. The targets were about 400 industrial labours. It was moving and inspiring to be able to talk to them and hear a little of their stories :) They were mostly women and they work 6 days a week, 12 hours a day in average, with the minimum regional salary (UMR) with loadsss of work to do per day. I could't help feeling amazed for their spirit and determination. So glad I accept to join the event!

And look at some sweetness I got for my 23rd birthday. Some wishes and gifts from beloved ones. My sister made me red velvet cupcakes and they were deliciouss omnomnom ;) There are people who stay around no matter what, and I feel so blessed for that. The world really is be-au-ti-ful!

Once again, life is your choice! To be good or not, to be happy or not, it's way too short and precious to waste anyhow :) There are consequences of every decisions, and be brave to face the mess that comes out! Hiding or running away just shows that you are too afraid to face the world and that's a shame. Be a gentleman and a lady with your head held up high!


Sunday, May 6, 2012


Vuow.. May already... time flies, doesn't it? And I thought I would not survive April but hey I did! And I survived smoothly :)

I finally turned 23, and my humble prayer this year is just one thing and God knows what it is. May He granted my wish soon!!! *super-crossing finger*

Celebrated my birthday with friends for the second time in a row, this time in Bali. Yeayness! Had a 4-day-3-night holiday with some of my girlfriends and it was great! I really needed the vacation and really felt refreshed afterwards. Now I can focus on waiting for "the date" *another finger-crossing*

Went to Balangan beach, watched sunset at one of Jimbaran's cafe and Kudeta on first day :D

Second day was my birthday treat at Bebek Bengil, trip to Kintamani, Rockbar for sunset and Potato Head to end the day :)

Bali Bird park, scuba diving, penyu island, Taman Air spa and massage, BK, and woobar on third day :D

Back to Surabaya and had belated birthday dinner with big famz. Happiness!